Woah I haven't updated in like a month.
Yesterday I hung out with Kaylee.
We went around Batavia for 6 hours. It was a hot time.
We went to TOPS to see my boy then went & ate at Denny's.
YUUUM! Then we went & looked at a car for her & went to Eckerd, JcPenny's but Ms.Lusk wasn't working, WalMart..talked to Brandi..hmm drove around & saw rich people houses. Fuck I want to live there.
We went to the Dollar Store & got some hot toys. We called Kim earlier but she wasn't home BUT
we saw her walking with her friend so she went home got ready & we picked her up.
On the way to pick her up we looked in MSC to see if Ryan was working & he soo was so we
picked her up then went to MSC for an hour.
Was s good time. I haven't seen that boy in ages.
We were like the only ones in there the whole time.
It isn't bumpin' like it used to.
We listened to some hawt music & played basketball with newspaper.
Ryan was the first to make it is.
I sucked at it real bad.
We talked about pooping & baking brownies.
After that it was like 8 so we took Kim home then Kaylee took me home.
Was a good night. I love hanging out with my best friends.<333

 tbs16m: 'cause i am dying
flanders69cs: it happens to the best of us

Saturday I went out with Adam all day.
It was the best day ever..
I love that boy way too much.
Yesterday I went to see Believe In You play at Extreme Wheels with
Kayleedee.
They sounded amazing, of course.
The people there were idiots though.
They were the most ignorant people I've ever met.
There were the normal people & the big fat assholes.
One huge kid ran into my Dad & knocked the digital camera out of his hand & it flew
across the floor. My Dad went running after him & starting screaming at him.
I wish he would have punched the fat ass right in the face. After the kid got done
knocking everyone over & killing them because he landed on them, he got off
the floor and his ass was hanging out. NOT PRETTY.
Oh yeah, & some guy said he was going to kick mine
& Kaylee's ass.
Now c'mon..who says that to two nice girls.
& he was serious too.
Other than that the show was amazing & I got some sexy pictures.

TODAY..
ooh boy.
It wasn't a fun time in math at all.
I pulled my chapstick out because
my lips are chapped and Mrs. Zimmerman
was like "put away the chapstick."
Of course I argued with her because I hate her.
I was like why should i put it away? You are ridiculous..my lips are chapped.
& she told me not to make a big deal out of it & to just put it away.
I wanted to smack her in the face.
So..Danielle took hers out too & so did Julie.
But noo she didn't yell at them.
Probably because she forgot her new "no chapstick rule".
Then..she was being a cock sucker
& was teaching HORRIBLE & nobody understood what was going on..
EXCEPT Jo Jo Joanna..& so Mrs. Zimmerman was so excited that
someone actually understood her teaching she didn't care that nobody else
understood what the hell was going on.
Me & Kaylee said like 50 times that we didn't undertand it but NOO
that didn't seem to matter so I freaked out on her again.
& she was like "calm down!"
Um..no I am not going to calm down..you suck at teaching.
THENNN Julie started freaking out too & said she wanted to leave the class.
Mrs. Zimmerman said that Julie was a distraction so Julie was like
"I DON'T CARE I HATE THIS CLASS & I WILL LEAVE IT IF I HAVE TO."
I wanted to walk out to bad. That's how horrible she is.
OOOH YEAH.. & then she called Danielle a bad student.
Danielle said something about not paying attention in Chem &
Mrs.Zimmerman said "Oh, that doesn't suprise me."
& so Danielle said she was doing well in the class though & whipped
her off.
HAAA that made my day.
I'm sure Casey had a fun time listening to all of us bitch at her.
Jeremy missed an interesting class.
I don't know what will go on tomorrow.
Hopefully I won't say something that I'll regret.
AFTER school i spent it with my boy.
I love him so much. He made my day 100% better.
I love you Adam William.

Pictures

Last night was competition for Cosmetology.
Janelle picked everyone up & we headed to BOCES.
We got there & there was so many people there already...we found
an empty station and Kaylee did my hair.
It was VERY painful but worth it.
FINALLY it was time for the judges to come in.
I got in my dress and sat at my station.
About 5 or 6 judges came around & looked at everyone's hair.
They kept coming back over to me & look at mine so i was sure
we were going to place even though we didn't think any of us Pembroke girls would.
I looked at Kaylee & gave her a thumbs up because i was sooo sure.
After the judges were done we went to the buidling where the awards ceremony was.
We were going to leave because we didn't feel like staying the whole time
but we stayed incase someone actually did place.
Me & Janelle were in dressed & had to walk outside to get the other building.
Oh man..not a fun time.
Janelle didn't have anything on her feet but socks
so we both ran.
We finally found a seat & we had to wait for forever
for them to announce the Cos winners.
I was so nervous.
 & then i heear Second Place..Kaylee Stoneham!
I was so excited to we went up there with the other winners & got out picture taken.
I think we tied with Ashley from Batavia though.
But i was happy Ashley got it too because she wasn't
expecting it at all.
Oh yeah..we sat by there two girls in our class from Batavia.
Oh man so I love them.
They decided to squirt lotion on the kid's back sitting in front of us.
I wonder what he did when he got up..dun dun dun.
After the ceremony we went back & got changed.
On the way back to Cos i jumped in a huge puddle & Tigen laughed at me.
After getting dressed we went to Wendy's
& while we waited in the drive thru we pumped the jams
& danced in the car.
I love those gals so much. After we got out food
Linds & Tigen wanted to go to K Mart.
Me, Janelle, & Kay stayed in the car.
I had them take my camera in so they could take pictures.
I will post those tonight.
I FINALLY got home at like 9:30 & Janelle almost ran me over
when she was turning around.
Then I washed my hair & ate Wendy's.
Now I am very sleepy because I'm not used to going to bed at 11.
Oh well, it was a fun night.
JN.KS.LB.TT
I love you gals so much.

Don't try to  be cute with me
cause I know you hate yourself
& you'd end your stupid life now.

March 10th = Fall Out Boy with hot people..
I hope.
I have nothing else to write about.
Leave me comments, please & thank you.

I haven't updated in a long time.
Saturday I went to Kaylee's. I did her hair & what not
then Lindsay came over. Shauna was supposed to but she didn't.
We pigged out. We had onion bagels & popcorn with
extra butter, hot sauce, & parmesan cheese.
It may sound gross but it is yummy
Eli was supposed to come over at 6 but noo he didn't get
there till like 7. We watched Napoleon Dynamite & chatted.
Then they made me order chicken wings.
I called to order & I asked if they were deliverying & the guy was like
"um, pretty good how about you?"
I was like "NO! are you deliverying?"
Haha what the hell. I think he was smoking something.
I think he felt pretty stupid.
Eli left at like 9 & then we listened to music & then our chicken wings
came & we all ate a double order of wings. OINK OINK.
I left at like 11..came home & went to bed.
Sunday i spent all day with Adam laying around watching tv.
Monday consisted of me playing the Sims & washing all my clothes
that I forgot I had.
Today was gay. I hate fingerwaves.
They make me dread Cos.
Tomorrow the Sophmores come to the tour
for BOCES. YAY!
Hopefully we won't have to do anything because
Mrs.D'Alba will be talking to them the whole time.
I hope she is in a good mood tomorrow or it will
make me in a bad mood. Damn, I hate that.
I have alot of stuff to do.
I'm going to switch this thing up a little bit I think someday.

I l©ve you

I haven't updated in a long time,
& I don't really feel like it right now but I will anyways.
I was just talking to Eli & I miss him so much.
It makes me sad. I also miss Ryan & I'm pissed
that I missed his band play Friday.
I just didn't want to see a certain someone.
I will see those boys soon enough I hope.
If I don't I think I'll die. I'm used to seeing them like 3 days a week.
Oh well, I guess I'l just have to be patient a littlie bit longer.
Hopefully it won't be a lotta bit longer or I'll cry.
Today I had studyhall with Ryan Matthew.
Oh man, I missed him also.
I never see him in school anymore because I'm at BOCES all god damn
day. I only see him in lunch and in studyhall every other Monday.
We had some nice chats
today in studyhall. I miss talking to him.
He's like my little brother or something. I can
talk to him about everything & anything.
I realized I laughed alot today.
I also realized how much I love to laugh.
I think I laugh alot because I'm with Kaylee ALLL day.
Also because Jeremy is in my math class & we
laugh at everything all the time.
Sometimes I can't control my laughter
but that's okay because I love it.
Nick was coughing today in US History for like EVER
so I was like "SHUT THE FUCK UP NICK!!" & I didn't
think he heard me because I said it to him like 237,943 times
& he never heard me BUT this time he did hear me .
Right after I said it he got pissed & threw his pencil at me & it
hit me right in the face. Kaylee laughed at me.
What a hoe. I love her so much. She is the BEST friend
ever ever.
Hmm i don't know what else to update about.
Oh yeah..I get to cut my cousin's hair Friday.
I love Cosmetology & I hate it at the same time.
I love it when Mrs.Dalba is in a good mood
but I hate it when she is in a bad mood.
Because that means she takes it out on us.
It's kind of aggravating but I will have to live with it
because this is what I'm planning to do for hopefully
the rest of my life. I don't care if it's aggravating, I'll just have to live
with it.
Me, Kay, & Linds want to go to The Spill Canvas, DTEA, & This Day and Age
concert on Saturday at The Showplace. We need to find a ride.
So if anyone is out
there that could take us let me know.
I'll love you forever. I need to go to a concert.
I haven't been to one in like 3 months.

 But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard..
It's taking everything in me..©